Wow, I’ve written a blog for more than one consecutive day! *pat on the back*
Tonight is the beginning of the first weekend back at college. I decided I should get in the habit of hanging out with people instead of doing the easy thing and just hanging out with only my boyfriend and then going to bed early. Because honestly, I need more friends. Well, it looks like I will still go to bed early. I tried hanging out with people, but my friends are geeks and I can’t relate to them. It’s okay, they know it and don’t mind being labeled it.
I decided that I will be honest with this whole blogging deal. I will be honest because honesty is usually a good thing. I hope and pray I will never be honest with the intent to hurt someone. I will try to keep it vague but still be open about how I’m feeling.
Anyways, today I’ve felt very alone in a crowd. I’ve also felt along by myself. I went to a band concert tonight by myself because I got bored hanging out with people. It’s hard to want to hang out when you feel like they don’t know you’re there. I honestly don’t feel hurt by it. I’m not mad at anyone or left out by anyone in particular. I am honestly able to state that I feel alone but do not blame anyone. Everyone has their own lives and a different definition of fun.
Anyways, I will go to bed as soon as possible and have a long morning waiting for people to wake up. I will do homework and read some of my book and hopefully read some stuff just for fun. I plan to make it a habit (as much as it’s up to me) to do my homework all before Sundays so I can truly have a day of rest.
Oh, just for your information, 13 out of the 23 sentences before this start with “I.”